Where am I and why the realization now?
To give a perspective begins with this comment of "why we are drawn to certain paths, roads, detours etc". I am driving towards The Himalayan Institute which is in Honesdale, Pennsylvania and after six hours of driving in the non stop rain I decide to call it a night. I am redirected to the Country Inn and Suites in Cortland, NY.
After a nice hot whirlpool soak I sit by the fireplace. The calm is overcoming and I begin to feel a wave of tranquility.
Later in the night I do some past life regression hypnosis with Brian Weiss on his YouTube video. I have been on this self reflective week long expedition since the Lunar eclipse. Each night going a little deeper into the past realm.
|my parents before my birth|
The security of my existence never questioned.
Now I move and I relocate at a drop of a hat. Walking or driving, I even choose new routes to discover.
Education was important and it instilled in me that life is the learning, the lessons. I developed the curiosity to discover.
I see this clearly and my own purpose begins to emerge. Knowing who I am comes from knowing where and why I came to this life, it is what propels me to be and do what I do.
Who am I is then not the question I grapple. Instead I am reminded of how effectively I live. How do I fulfill what is mine to do. It is this life path. This is the purpose.